I’m strong, because I’ve been weak. I’m fearless, because I’ve been afraid. I’m wise, because I’ve been foolish.
I’m a moody person if you haven’t noticed that yet. I’m such a moody-o. I care when I care. When I’m disappointed, I’m angry. I beat myself up with thoughts I shouldn’t even entertain in my head. I mostly regret what I say, but I’m also afraid to lower down my pride to apologize. When I say ‘I like you’ it means.. DAMN! I REALLY LIKE YOU OKAY! and when I don’t, I really really don’t. When I see you flirt with other girls while you’re sending me sweet thoughts, I get hurt. But I get up, and start to love life again. I usually make an effort, but when I don’t.. It means you should take the initiative to make it up to me.
I get jealous. I cry a lot. (on the inside) I smile the pain off. I laugh in the midst of you hurting me. I care about everything you do. I have trust issues, no not that one. I usually trust people easily. But, No i’m not dumb. I think before I act. Okay, sometimes. I know I’m accountable with all my actions. I’m a biased friend. I’m a hugger. but when I hug you, it means I’m comfortable with you. My story book is open to all. I talk and share my stories to anyone. I’m really a moody person. I appreciate your acceptance. I’m trying to lessen the drama. I know you know, that I’m strong. But listen to me when I say, I can’t handle it. Stand by me. I’m not perfect. Not even close to being one.
Bellydance and Cheer routine mash up @ Tintin’s 18th
GOD sometimes takes us into troubled waters NOT to drown us but to CLEANSE us.